There are times when i feel lyk nothing could possibly go my
way. i look outside and feel dat there is no way the world is still spinning
the way it was wen i was happy once. i try so hard to get past the emptiness
that i feel within my soul but i know dat nothing is ever goin to be d same. i
hate knowing dat the one person so special to me dosen’t feel evn a fraction of
the emotions dat seep frm me, nd i wish dat there was a way to tell her, and
not just bcoz of losing whatever left between us.
I m lost, scared, alone and i cant take it anymore. And the
way i got treated , its destroying me. She makes me feel lyk i mean so much to
her but i feel dat thats impossible. She holds such a vulnerable thing captive
and dat thing is my heart. She’s so close to breaking it but so close to
setting me free if i m willing to risk it. It hurts to be so in between so many
emotions. I wish it could all just stop. I know that my heart loves u soo much.
If u are happy , i m happy because i would do anything for you, bcoz u mean so
much to me. It hurts me to know that the one thing dat brought a smile to my
face and made me happy is not here wid me. Its killing me now...
All i can hope things to go as they were 4 months bfore... otherwise
its getting impossible to breathe in this universe... i m sure if wherever u
will be i will be there watching u from some parallel universe beside u...
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